Thursday, October 20, 2011

Something old and new....

For those that know me, you know that I am simply complex. There are many versions to the man that is me. With every version there are also layers to each of those versions. For those that don't know me.... well if you keep up with this at all, it will become apparent. Now some of these versions of me are very likable and others.... well.... not so much. Even I have grown to not like some of the versions of me. I have, however, tried to make a valiant effort in correcting the things that I don't really care for when it comes to these versions.

Versions?!?!? You say. Well, versions, meaning the different personalities that I use for different situations. Say my work persona is a very aggressive asshole that is hard to deal with. However, with my son, I am a kinder more patient person. Not only are these versions very different, they are extreme. I don't mean just a little different, I MEAN EXTREME!

So... "Who cares?"... Right? Well, surprising even to myself, I do. That is how this has even come about. I am a person that needs to put things out. Just to get them out of my head. Whether it be by speaking, or writing, or just talking to my damned self. I need to get things out of my head. Sooo... Here we are. I think that with this not only can I get them out of my head, I will have a record of them. For nothing more than to be able to look back at them and see that I at least made an attempt to untangle the plate of spaghetti that is my mind.

Now, about the title "Random randomness". Because I can't really control the thought process of the human mind I don't know what this might be from post to post. As I unravel the craziness that is my life in a new way, I am just revisiting an old method of doing so. There were very few people that have been privy to my writings in the past. This too is going to be new for me, and by choice. Of course, I will probably only let a few people know that I am doing it. This still gives me the control that I like!

1 comment:

  1. I wish you every success with your newest endeavor. I know that it may not be easy at times to write your thoughts out but maybe it will be helpful for you to see the many layers of you... I have experienced many of your versions. Some are much more desirable than others, but you find that if you truly love someone you are willing to accept all versions of that person not just the parts that you like. Wishing you all the best today & always...XoXo